http://www.blogger.com/choosetemplate?blogID=8735967899143544334 The Berry Sweet Step Into STella's Magical Journey

Thursday, December 17, 2009

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Dear bloGGie diary,
I've been down with fever for 2 days now. Yep, that means 2 days off work. I know I should be happy somehow, bUt I feel like poopie missing out in action from the kitchen ='(

I've watched Julie&Julia last night with Callie,sinCe I can't move much around the house,except make my own breakfast,take my med,and off to bed again >.<

It's a story revolving around Julia Child{The first woman who first introduced French Cooking to America} and Julie Powell, {a bloGger who blogs abOut her coOking adventure through Julia's cOokbook -Masterign the Art of French Cooking-}. It's a true story,btw. More like 2 true stories and how they intertwine. Check out her blog for more~

Though, Julie Powell.. she wasn't very happy with how Julie is in the movie. According to JulieP., she said that she's way tougher than the Julie depicted on screen,bUt maybe with that aura of fragile-ness that's being shown in the acting Julia, it creates the suspense of whether she can pull the Julie/Julia Project through~

Conclusion-ly,I love this movie to bits! ^.^ Thou shall watch it too when thou got time,ye~ This's how the cover looks like. ----------------->
Keep an eye out for it. ^.^

One thing that changed my way of thinking of cooking from Julia.. Is that you don't have to be in the norm, even in the cooking world.

Like how you cook something as simple as an omelette. Julia did it in a kind of a no-rules,but-please-follow-the-guidelines kinda way. Watch her video, and you'll know what I mean XD

She doesn't do it like how the super strict,pan-flying chefs cook their omelette. She's everywhere. seriously. She can just not want to use the pan and drop it off by the counter and the usage of hands.. oh,she uses lots of those. But you know what,I love her~ ^.^

She's definitely got her own style! With cooking and also how to go about her life. She's like this always joyous tall lady whose hard to hate,you know. And she is really adorable, the way she handles herself when she's in trouble. It's really nice to just watch her. No wonder her husband, Paul Cushing Child, has been so deeply in love with her, like
"The butter to my bread and the breathe to my life"
quoted,Paul Child.

He'd look at her as she cooks,lifting the spoon to her lips to taste the her newest concoctions for the day. He waited for her to finish her class in the mornings, to lunch together and make love afterwards,before she goes for her afternoon class. She's living "The Notebook" life,isn't she?

ooowh.. how envious I am of her. X)

welllllll,
I'm planning on getting some of her books. Which some are titled,
*Mastering the Art of French Cooking {Vol1}
*Mastering the Art of French Cooking {Vol2}
*The French Chef Cookbook
*From Julia Child's Kitchen

wonder how much all these 4 will cost XD shall start to save some cash now,ei bloGgie~ ^.^

saya nak pergi take a nap now. I think the flu med's taking it's effect now. zzzzzzzzz....

sleepy..

night~

.love.

Friday, December 4, 2009

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Dear blOggie Diary,
I am back from my, tak tahu how many weeks holiday. 4,I think. It was initially to attend Cous. Sally's wedding, and help out with the ceremony and such, bUt I took the chance too,to clear my mind off things, namely T.Y. and my training~ ^.^ To start off,fresh again.
I went to Thai-Malaysia-Medan-Jakarta-Jogyakarta-Jakarta-Malaysia ^.^ The last 5 being in 1 week. I'm pretty proud of that, traveling so much. Just like my dad! ^.^

And throughout my journey this time, I realised.. that you know, there is SO MUCH more to life than being sad and hurt and just letting things/people mess with our feelings, so much so that we're being blinded by the beauty of a lifetime. Our own lifetime.

I left Malaysia with a heavy heart, a hidden-ly sad one. Because he left me.. and then I reached Thailand. I shopped till I dropped with my eyes, absorbing all the colours, carvings, drawings everywhere! and a lil of Nickhuns* too along the road. omoni~ I feel sleepy all of a sudden,bloggie dear~ I guess it's just time for bed now! XD it is 3.1.1 am adi now XD

Shall sleep,if not cannot wake up,Yiin will "kiLL" me! XD aHAhaha nIgHT, update yOu again tomorrow,or the day after tomorrow kay? ^.^

Promise~ ^.^

GoODNIGHT..


*Nickhun- A Thai-Korean Idol from the band 2pm whose ads are everywhere in Thai~

Monday, November 16, 2009

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dear blogGie diary,

I dOn't understand how guys can think of us,girls being so complicated when they are so unpredictable themselves~ do yOu know why? XD

and some are just so "eWwW-y" in the things they do. They like you and in a months time,they're loving your friend XD wth,you know XD thank gOodness, I have nothing in the world to do with such a guy,if not I'd die of non-logicness of the heart,you know~ ^.^

BuT, on the other hand,

in a more pleasant note, there are these guys who has all the traits of sweetness in them. With their small gestures, tickling your arm as they sit next to you, or just simply being encouraging plus supportive when no one else believes in you. These guys are dangerous,though.. Dangerous for the heart, because when suddenly they realize that they have to choose in between you and their career, considering that both of you are still young anyway.. They'll just runaway~

Just like that. XD

Complicated~ That's why, I shall just improve my own personal growth, develop my own character and attitude before I start to care for any of them again. I think that's a good idea, if nOt, it'll just drive him and Me craZy, with us being so playful still~ ^.^


That's it,I'm going to start to pack again now~ For Indon toMorrow~ =D I'm thiNking of pretTy shorts and liGht-coLoured tOps for the eXtremely hOt and raiNlesss weather there.

AnyOng,bloGgie~ ^.^

- You've forgotten how we used to play,
When you used to whisper to me when I study,
That you love me,
That you miss me because the books are eating up my time.

And somehow,
I've forgotten too,
How much I liked to be in your arms,
To have your kisses instead of my breakfast.

Don't you miss me?
Never thought of listening to my voice again?
Are you sure............
well,I don't believe you~ =P
you and your tricks again that you don't love me.

It's all a game isn't it,huh? XD
How many times her heart can be broken and healed game!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEe~~ -

Thursday, November 12, 2009

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Dear bloGgie Diary,


STella got into a car accident today~ (>.<) and it sucks,cause I don't feel the slightest remorse or guilt. Instead I'm even mOre eager for my next drive~ XD ahAHA aNyway,STella's gOing to swim at least 2 times a week now,since she's fiNally mastEred the BreaStroke & FreeStyle afTer 18 years of livIng and dreaMing that I can invaDe the watErs one day~ =D

hihih.. New MotivatIons to be a bEtter persOn,cOmes a personaL confidence and kai kaI mOre with my friends,becAuse they aRe worth it! =D I love them so muChie~

aH and afTer my Thailand triP,I am even mOre readY To live this life. Even aftEr he's left,he robbed this pOrtion of meat from my heaRt,and now.. I can feel a guSh of hOllowness thRough it,bUt..

SURPRISE! STella's patching it all up wiTh lots of HAPpY MEmoRies wiTh
1.suPer shoPping @ Thailand
2.waVing like a Thai princeSs whiLe tOuring Ayutthaya on an elephant
3.LovIng lOve sOngs as she tOurs arOund the Thai road
4.bloGging oNce again to the wIde world, writIng her diary and uPdating her diarY for her fuTure Pierre XD <--(My imaGinary name for my imaGinary fuTure husbanD teeehIhIhiH~XD)
5.ReadIng cOoking bOoks anD dOing her hOmework,oNce again =P
6.VisiTing friends for breakfaSt, bruNch,dinner or yaM cha~
7.RoUtine usage of supER-wOnderfuL-smelLing body buTters aNd LaneiGe-Ing~ ^.^
8.SpreaDing of hugs arOund the hOuse, fOr my 3 liL muNchKins =P
9.WaviNg my haIr and smelling realLy sweet befOre I slEep unDer my soft and waRm and coTTony blaNkie wiTh the air-cOnd blaSting! =D

that's hOw yOu get over a broKen-heart,blogGie diaRy~ ^.^
and I'm lOving it,as I have mOre patieNce nOw, and Now I do know for sure that no matter what happens, nO matter hOw baD thIngs go, even when it feels like there is no tuRning baCk or the best solution is to press OFF from this life.



Hold.... and take a deep breathe



because this too will pass..........................



nothing lasts and do do do please don't worry.. because time heals everything ^.^


love,
cuTest STella in No.47 ^.^
-i gave you my heart and you trod it again and again,
but you and I together,
it just feels alright.
even so you left and ran,
with me silly enough to think that you'd love me still,
now it's time for me to stop.
Forget about my first love,
and all the times you cared and loved me,
cause it ain't matter anymore,
this heart's not the one you know anymore.
you said that no matter what you'll be here,
no matter what happens i'll still be the one,
no matter what the world says your heart will still be mine,
but I know better now,
your words are just as empty as the wind in autumn.

don't love,they say
but I broke the rule and gave you my all,
i wasn't afraid of pain or tears,
as long as I love you,I know they don't matter.
cause i love you more than any heartaches can destroy,
but you think you know better,
breaking my heart and just running away,
again and again.
though it's okay, because you did make me stronger,
crushing me again and again,
giving me the chance to rise every morning,
fighting all the tears and thoughts of you.

for all these, I thank you,mr T{edd}Y-